So I confessed...

and all he said was...(a lot actually but these r the highlight):
"huh? r u sure?i cant believe it hahahaha..."
"thanks anyway..."
"R u sober rite now?"

LOL the last one was totally AWESOME wasn't it?
Anyway, as i thought he only sees me as his friend.nothing more.

Am I sad? yes. I couldnt sleep till 3 or 4am? but then my heater was being bitchy with me it was hot like hell i need to open the window =_=
so idk whether it was the rejection or the weather...

Howeveeeer, i feel relief, after all this years being so delusional & feels like in roller coaster of nothing
finally i can say I'M FREE!!!

and i swear that one was the 1st n the last time i will confess to someone.no more confession. I'm a girl n I supposed to wait, or choose (yeah..rite)

And now, i think i'm too tired of love whatsoever.so I made a resolution.
No more searching,no more finding.Will enjoy my solo life(korean said solo instead of single) till whenever it will be.
Yes i'm afraid... esp thinking i'll be 30 & single when i graduate (if i can finish my course on time lol)
and all those articles saying it's hard to find a guy for high-educated woman...(FU!)
But of well...